It's Not Dan Zam!

2011-12-05T19:56:00.001-06:00

interesting online jobs have gone up by 30% in 2011 http://www.cnbc.com-article.it/p/?62126

2011-12-03T16:16:00.001-06:00

interesting more than 20 million people in the u.s started working online in 2011 http://ping.fm/XjvYK

I'm hiding...

2010-05-04T23:06:00.002-05:00

And not in the basement.

I'm hiding and you cannot find me. I have a new outlet to vent to.
Don't come and find me.

If you're talented enough to discover my new land, then you'll enjoy a more explicit time.

Thank you.
Signing off.

Out of Reach 2

2010-04-29T23:46:00.001-05:00

Here's a second conceptual image:

.

2010-04-25T23:50:00.002-05:00

I really shouldn't be so focused on my flaws but I think it's the only thing keeping me from what I want.

And that's the truth.

Hmmmm...

2010-04-25T01:50:00.002-05:00

Alright, alright, alright. I'm not over it. :insert one hit wonder by Katherine McPhee:

But...just say the word, and I will be.

Reassuring in April

2010-04-14T20:09:00.004-05:00

A. I'm going to San Francisco.
B. CS5 was launched. SO PUMPED.
C. I found a Röyksopp discography torrent. EVEN MORE PUMPED.
D. Lady GaGa tickets.

Robyn - None of Dem

2010-04-13T17:56:00.001-05:00

Sorry twittersphere, but these lyrics are just that good:

None of these boys can dance - Not a single one of dem stand a chance - All of dem girls, a mess - I’ve seen it all before, I’m not impressed //

None of dem get my sex - None of dem move my intellect - None of dem work for me - None of dem make me feel anything //

I’m so bored in this town, take me away from here - Playing some kind of new sound, something true and sincere - I’ve got a little girl singing on repeat in my head, oh oh - Take me far away - From here //

None of dem get my stands - None of dem do it like I can - None of these chicks got style - None of these drugs get me high - None of these beats are raw - None of these beats ever break the law - None of dem kicks go boom - None of dem basslines fill the room. //

I’m so bored in this town, take me away from here - Playing some kind of new sound, something true and sincere - I’ve got a little girl singing on repeat in my head, oh oh - Take me far away - From here.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-04-13T02:24:00.003-05:00

No.

2010-04-11T22:22:00.004-05:00

And by the way, whatever person who commented on my blog and remained anonymous, realize this: You may relieved your own stress about you "liking" me, but you've just placed stress on someone who doesn't need any more stress.

Friends

2010-04-11T22:17:00.002-05:00

You gotta love them, but when does the stress they bring into your life become too much? Humor is one thing, but when you're using humor to make fun of someone...maybe I'm growing up faster than others.

Out of Reach

2010-04-07T22:53:00.001-05:00

Here's the concept:

Save us.

Anonymous -

2010-04-07T21:03:00.000-05:00

If most of us remain ignorant of ourselves, it is because self-knowledge is painful and we prefer the pleasures of illusion.
~ Aldous Huxley

Differences between

2010-03-27T00:44:00.004-05:00

The main differences (I see) between the CJ and Art departments at UWEC

Within Art:
it's more about the meaning behind the composition
Within CJ:
it's more about the composition looking pretty

Within Art:
it's not as technical
Within CJ:
it's rather technical

Within Art:
the question is "Why did you choose to create that composition?
Within CJ:
What makes the composition you?

Within Art:
Get from start to finish BUT, take chances and make mistakes and do not necessarily stay within the boundries
Within CJ:
Get from start to finish. Stay within the boundaries (.A-->.B)

Words that depend

2010-03-27T00:40:00.003-05:00

I am

~ anxious
~ here to please
~ not one to accept change
~ a perfectionist in certain areas
~ particular
~ not one to go outside the boundaries
~ explicit
~ a conformist
~ distracted
~ apathetic
~ one to look for the best in people
~ drawn to what I'm attracted to
~ constantly striving to be different
~ one to look for that certain balance

YEP.

2010-03-26T19:40:00.002-05:00

A letter

2010-03-26T13:29:00.002-05:00

Please consider the following: Here.

No.

2010-03-03T01:31:00.001-06:00

Denial. Not just another name for that long river in Egypt.

"lol"

2010-02-27T01:01:00.003-06:00

So. I've been against it all along. I RARELY use it. I've never taken it seriously.

"lol"

This is a lazy mans's "hahahaha"

What? You can't spend an extra 1/125ths of a second adding an extra "ha?" Pllleesssee.
I'm most definitely a lazy person. But, when it comes to English and writing, NO. At least come across as a semi-educated person.

Another thing? I feel: if you end your sentences with "lol", you're not "stable." And by stable, I mean something happened to the point where you need to laugh out loud about something completely unfunny. Don't fake it. Admit your insecurity and just add "haha" to the end of your sentence. It looks more secure.

Thank you.

Fan

2010-02-25T08:57:00.003-06:00

BIRTHDAYS

2010-02-23T20:59:00.002-06:00

Holy cow, it's been a year.

Happy Birthday Ms. Liza dear.

And Happy Birthday Mallory.

Thank God it's only 2 days a week

2010-02-18T15:38:00.002-06:00

From ASL to IDIS to GEOG. Let's say this world is messed up.

I love ASL because it's not about me at all. I'm learning a new language.

Then comes "Overview of the US Health Care System." I think I'm the only student to leave that class in a poor mood. I know the world can't revolve without business, but I sickens me how greedy people are. 47 million people in America are living without insurance or living underinsured. Seriously. All I can see are fat businessmen waddling to their nice foreign SUVs, driving off into the distance and then arriving at their gated home where they hoard away their bonuses and salaries and only keep their huge-ass houses on their minds. AHHHHHHH.

Okay. Then there's Human Geography. This: "1.4 billion people in the entire world have less than $1 per day salary." Oh yeah. And then: "70% of these people are woman and children."

WTF

Tuesdays and Thursdays start well and end badly. I feel depression coming on earlier than expected.

I take deep breaths...

2010-02-16T18:17:00.003-06:00

...around you.

BLAH

2010-02-15T18:16:00.001-06:00

Apathy with an anchored point. That point being my ass and it not wanting to move.

Mess of America

2010-02-14T00:32:00.006-06:00

I'm not a lyrics kind of person like people tend to be. I focus more on the sound of the music I listen to. Catchy, minor-chord progressing songs. That's all I like.

Now here we are in Eau Claire, WI and what artist do I come across? Marina and the Diamonds. Hmmm, I can't recall what blog I found this artist on, but I can tell you she's rather talented. She's been writing for a while (her credits date back to at least 1999 with Kylie Minogue) and has finally produced her own album. This is one catchy girl: Beautiful hair, clear skin and a gorgeous presence, kinda like my friends Liza and Em Mel.

So great music. I'd elaborate more but my original post somehow got pasted over, and right now I'm in no mood to write it all over again.

V-DAY

2010-02-12T09:43:00.000-06:00

I hate Valentine's Day unless you'd like to be my date.

hehehehe

2010-02-10T10:50:00.002-06:00

Utada

2010-02-10T10:44:00.000-06:00

GAY

2010-02-08T20:04:00.002-06:00

ugh

2010-02-07T01:37:00.000-06:00

Go for it. Let's just be the most outgoing as ever. GO FOR IT. I CAN'T DO IT.

Maybe something vague

2010-02-06T00:28:00.000-06:00

I want something to happen. Even if it wasn't that epic of an event.

Ouch

2010-02-02T01:02:00.000-06:00

t.A.T.u.

2010-01-31T01:24:00.001-06:00

I just want something real.

2010-01-31T01:21:00.001-06:00

Yeah...drunk. Upset. Contradicting the last post. I only want what I can't have.

BS

2010-01-22T00:40:00.003-06:00

I HATE being the most comfortable while intoxicated. DX<

My life

2010-01-18T10:33:00.002-06:00

9gag <-- An addicting site.

I need to work on this.

2010-01-17T10:30:00.007-06:00

Maybe

2010-01-16T19:53:00.001-06:00

Reprise

2010-01-15T20:04:00.003-06:00

This makes me just as nervous. I really don't like anxiety. Basically my enemy.

STRESS. It's what I try to avoid.

This is love

2010-01-04T11:02:00.001-06:00

According to the National Enquirer Lady GaGa was partying with friends when a drunken man confronted her saying;

“I saw you and Adam Lambert on the AMA show, and the guy’s a flaming {explicit} — and I also think that you’re actually a man!”

Reportedly GaGa fired back: “Well, that’s your opinion, isn’t it? And I’m not about to waste my time trying to change it.”

The angry fan yelled back: “Well, don’t you care that you’re both going to hell!"

Lady GaGa then looked at him and said; “No...not as long as I don’t have to see your face there!”

The intoxicated man replied; “Well You're a freak and so is he!"

Before GaGa left she stated; “Okay, that’s it! Call me anything you want, but when you start calling my friends names, it’s over -it's war!”
Lady GaGa then reportedly poured a glass of water on the drunken man and then swiftly left the club.

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T00:23:00.000-06:00

Yes. Happy New Year Liza.

WTF

2009-12-30T13:35:00.003-06:00

SCARY!!!

2009-12-29T12:51:00.005-06:00

PAPA

2009-12-29T00:17:00.002-06:00

I feel like I could never actually be a Paparazzi. I could never follow someone till they loved me. Paparazzi can't be loved. Hmmm...

But the occupation itself? Nahh, I couldn't do it. I'd want to BE with the celebrities, not stalk them.

BAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

2009-12-29T00:10:00.002-06:00

Just random lyrics.

2009-12-29T00:02:00.004-06:00

These have nothing to do with what's going on in my life other than it's currently what I'm listening to. I know. How irrelevant?

Already Gone...jk Paparazzi

UPDATE: Maybe they're not random any more

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa, paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah, cause you're my rock star in between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
It don't have a price, loving you is cherry pie
Cause you know that baby, I

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa, paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa, paparazzi

A Letter to Louise: The rundown

2009-12-20T22:17:00.002-06:00

This link is a great example of hope within Christianity.

But the rundown:

One. Homosexuality is an unchangeable nature; it is not a lifestyle choice.

Two. All people are created in the image of God. The homosexuality of gays and lesbians, created by God, is good and not evil.

Three. The homosexual is just as normal a person as a heterosexual and should not be thought of in sexual terms.

Four. Several passages in the Bible speak of same-gender sex. In every instance, the Bible is talking about heterosexuals who, filled with lust, have become sex perverts. The Bible says nothing about innate homosexuality as we know it today or about people who are homosexuals.

Five. The burden imposed on homosexuals by society is a great evil. We should stand in revulsion against, and do all we can to oppose, the prejudice, the hatreds, and the condemnation of a society that make the homosexual's life so difficult.

Six. Homosexuals are being sinned against by our churches. Like our society, our churches need to change.

Seven. Gays and lesbians in general have the potential for outstanding character and accomplishment; some may have greater potential than most heterosexuals to be exceptional persons.

Eight. It is not only unrealistic to expect homosexuals to live without sex, but also it is psychologically harmful to them for them to do so.

Nine. Full acceptance by society, including the blessings and legality of marriage should be extended to gays and lesbians in the same way it is extended to others.

Ten. As in society, gays and lesbians should be accepted and affirmed in our churches and given any opportunity for service, including ordination, that others have.

Ouech pepère le chat...

2009-12-20T20:57:00.002-06:00

Ouech pepère le chat...
Originally uploaded by Grafologik

Kitteh

Flickr

2009-12-20T20:56:00.002-06:00

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

CUTE!!!

2009-12-18T11:27:00.002-06:00

hmmm

2009-12-13T20:07:00.001-06:00

YAY

2009-12-08T17:02:00.003-06:00

Words

2009-12-04T17:18:00.002-06:00

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom means business:

9. What is your favorite Lady Gaga song and why?
Ha ha! That’s a tough one. I like so many Lady Gaga songs. I love “Just Dance.” To me, it means “no matter what hurdles life throws at you, you improvise and get through them. You persevere … you just dance.”

...Thank you. Now, what happens when life isn't throwing hurdles at the person? What if they're throwing hurdles at them self? It's a good question.

That’s how Lady Gaga is. It’s inspiring.

"And that's how you're not."

Post # 100

2009-12-02T14:33:00.001-06:00

Stress:

It's what I try to avoid.

WAS ANGSTY

2009-11-28T22:52:00.001-06:00

Wow, I'm an angsty fuck.

Please take into account the "drunk post" tag on the last blog. One word: TEQUILA

eh eh soooooooo

2009-11-27T23:30:00.003-06:00

AHHH I seek what I cannot have. I seek perfection and perfection is far away! Perfection is also rare. Perfection is what I cannot obtain.

But, Perfection for SURE...does not exist.

Unfortunately...

That doesn't stop me from finding it. And BOY. I have NOT found it yet.
I have NOT.

WILL I?

hehehehehehehehe

2009-11-27T12:11:00.001-06:00

I purchased this shirt!

2009-11-27T12:10:00.000-06:00

-.-

2009-11-24T18:34:00.000-06:00

Is a repost necessary?

hmmmm :3

2009-11-23T23:53:00.002-06:00

All My Love

What do you think?

Speech

2009-11-23T23:23:00.003-06:00

That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along...

But I will love

for the first time.

I wish I didn't have to relate life back to words other people have written.

NO!!!!!!!!

2009-11-21T01:50:00.002-06:00

But seriously!!! Get over it! I'm over it! You fucked up. Ok. Get over that fact. Now, it's time to realize you're fucking up someone else's life when you're attempting to chase after me!!! You need to stop.

Through

2009-11-19T19:21:00.000-06:00

Time to find emotion

2009-11-16T22:56:00.003-06:00

As an assignment. A look into yourself. That's what I'll do. Let's make this strong.

Remember Remember...

2009-11-16T22:52:00.002-06:00

That November has always been a sucky month.

It seriously has. ALWAYS BEEN. Ben. hmm

Stress

2009-11-11T14:01:00.000-06:00

It's what I try to avoid.

WOAH

2009-11-09T09:54:00.001-06:00

Dance

2009-11-09T01:31:00.001-06:00

Never let you fall apart,
together we'll dance in the dark.

I should have stepped on it instead.

2009-11-02T14:49:00.002-06:00

GROW UP.

GROW UP GROW UP.

I glared at that dog. It was scared of me and ran into its cage. I took the opportunity and closed the cage.

What's worse? Me glaring and closing the cage or you tossing and throwing around "your dog" like some little rag doll?

Change you fuck freak.

Found the upside.

2009-10-28T00:47:00.002-05:00

I did! I found the upside. The upward resolution. Röyksopp. And you KNOW I'm Happy Up Here.

Rachel

2009-10-26T11:34:00.002-05:00

Also, I know someone is creeping on me and it's not Liza. It's Rachel Freidl.

Dan Zam

2009-10-26T11:29:00.002-05:00

is the bad to your week.

And I like that.

The Wrong Direction.

2009-10-06T00:54:00.004-05:00

This was supposed to work. It was! It was! But nothing goes your way. Everything is in the way.

This wan't supposed to happen. It wasn't! It wasn't! But oh so too dependent on that filled caplet.

I've thought about the consequences. But what can I do? What SHOULD I do?

Ohhhhho ho. It never went away. Why do I care enough to type this but nothing else? Literally nothing else.

Röyksopp Röyksopp. Where would I be without you?

2009-09-19T21:24:00.003-05:00

Oh yeah. Probably not here. The comfort music from March. I found them on Towleroad and I got their album. BEST decision of my life. Ohh wow. So fucking good.

That's right. Don't change the music.

DAN ZAM

2009-09-18T02:02:00.003-05:00

is chillin' with Siri. Drunk. On a Friday Morning. Well, it was Thursday night before...Oh well. But yes. Tutoring started and NO I'm not the tutor. Jenni Sysco is adorable and she shall help me. Now, it's time for the Family and Children's Center to send my damn prescription.

A post for Liza.

2009-09-13T17:23:00.000-05:00

Boobs. I touched boobs last night.

THIS MUST BE IT

2009-09-01T23:00:00.003-05:00

I START SCHOOL TOMORROW.

I started blogging because I was bored at home away from school! It has been SEVEN MONTHS and TEN DAYS since I began to blog. I HAVE FINALLY RETURNED TO SCHOOL.

Let's do this correctly this time.

--Deb Price, And Say Hi To Joyce

2009-08-05T21:53:00.003-05:00

An engineering professor is treating her husband, a loan officer, to dinner for finally giving in to her pleas to shave off the scraggly beard he grew on vacation. His favorite restaurant is a casual place where they both feel comfortable in slacks and cotton/polyester-blend golf shirts. But, as always, she wears the gold and pearl pendant he gave her the day her divorce decree was final. They're laughing over their menus because they know he always ends up diving into a giant plate of ribs but she won't be talked into anything more fattening than shrimp.

Quiz: How many biblical prohibitions are they violating? Well, wives are supposed to be 'submissive' to their husbands (I Peter 3:1). And all women are forbidden to teach men (I Timothy 2:12), wear gold or pearls (I Timothy 2:9) or dress in clothing that 'pertains to a man' (Deuteronomy 22:5). Shellfish and pork are definitely out (Leviticus 11:7, 10) as are usury (Deuteronomy 23:19), shaving (Leviticus 19:27) and clothes of more than one fabric (Leviticus 19:19). And since the Bible rarely recognizes divorce, they're committing adultery, which carries the rather harsh penalty of death by stoning (Deuteronomy 22:22).

So why are they having such a good time? Probably because they wouldn't think of worrying about rules that seem absurd, anachronistic or - at best - unrealistic. Yet this same modern-day couple could easily be among the millions of Americans who never hesitate to lean on the Bible to justify their own anti-gay attitudes.

...Not what I was expecting.

2009-07-28T00:10:00.002-05:00

If I could, I would.

2009-07-27T23:30:00.006-05:00

Well hi there. How are you?

Just over 6 months ago, I started this blog. SIX EFFING MONTHS. Six months ago, I wasn't sure I was going to survive to February. No, I didn't have suicidal thoughts. One semester off then the summer. WHAT HELL.

You have no idea how much I suffered/didn't suffer. Alright now, I'm in my Bitching mode. But, I must say, Bitching is different from Explaining.

See, Explaining is when you [explain] what is going on in your life and it's actually terrible and/or depressing where you are in some serious effing rut. Examples: No money, lack of money, no job, lack of job, no parental support, lack of parental support, no friends, lack of (good) friends, etc.

So, Bitching = cry me a river. Explaining = actual reason to feel bad for the person [explaining].
(Now you can feel bad for the person bitching, but not as bad as the person who explains.)

SO. Here's MY bitching. WHAT AN EFFING NIGHTMARE. I thought I'd die of boredom/instability/lack of local friends/family/all that combined. It was close. Very close. Almost died. NO GAYS ANYWHERE AHHHHHHHH And gay men to be specific.

Now, I learned a few things.

First off, I discovered taking the second semester off of school was THE worst thing I could have ever done. I'm a social being. Tomah is not a social area, especially for a college boy like myself. There were FEW friends (now I did have some in Tomah and I thank them for keeping me together), but not the social group/activity I need. So, I suffered. A lot.

Now, I then later discovered taking the second semester off of school was THE best thing I could have ever done for myself. This period of time away made me TRULY appreciate the time I had in EC when I did. Being away from there made me want to return more. I also needed the time away to regain focus and gain motivation to return.

So, with these two points, I really did learn how much EC mattered to me.

Now, non-school related, I discovered/realized...long distance relationships do not work. Sorry, I don't have some epic story about one I attempted to have, but I can say this: even thinking about having one or talking about having one makes you realize...they do not work. Silly silly silly.

Lastly, good men...are truly hard to find. And...UGH. I have realized you're not supposed to find them. They are supposed to find you. -- The quest is over. The search is through. I have finally stopped trying to find A real-you. --

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Now playing: Antaeus - Time
via FoxyTunes

I went to a wedding yesterday. Well, I lied. I SERVED at a wedding yesterday.

2009-06-20T10:17:00.004-05:00

I had a redonk day at work yesterday. 12:30-8. UGHHH. For the first hour working, it was almost 80 degrees. EIGHTY degrees in this banquet hall. I'm walking around placing forks and other utensils on the tables, seriously DRIPPING in sweat. I actually had to watch where I was dripping to avoid getting the tablecloths damp. O.O I was so damn disgusting when I eventually got home.

I was also working alone from 12:30-3. I was so lonely!! haha But seriously.

So yeah, to top it off, this wedding was the most HICKISH wedding ever. DISGUSTING people. So unintelligent, really unattractive, and rather rude. Even the hick DJ looked gross. I'm sure he's on some pedophile list.

I got home and almost keeled over from exhaustion. My whole body hurt. Well, that wasn't for long. I showered and then went to Elise's to drink...Sunny-D. :P

Click

2009-06-17T15:08:00.003-05:00

I thought we had a connection
I thought we had a good thing.
I thought I knew the direction
that we were heading in.
And I know it's not healthy
to sit and fantasize,
But I thought we were complete
at least on the outside.

Oops...

More Obama Humor!

2009-06-17T14:47:00.001-05:00

Homeless lady win AGAIN

2009-06-07T09:49:00.000-05:00

I want it OK?

2009-05-28T01:37:00.002-05:00

Regina ROCKS

2009-05-28T01:36:00.001-05:00

Laughing With

Forever, Röyksopp.

2009-05-24T23:37:00.002-05:00

Pondering. Pondering everything.

A summer awaits. Time has not flown by as I thought it would have. It flew by when I needed it to...then it stopped flying. Does time wait me to cherish this?

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! How cheezy. There's nothing to cherish now. I'm nowhere near having the time of my life. And that's why Röyksopp is there for me. ^-^

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Now playing: Röyksopp - Röyksopp Forever
via FoxyTunes

CUTE.

2009-05-24T21:37:00.002-05:00

Via icanhascheezburger.com:

It wasn't that bad...

2009-05-22T15:46:00.000-05:00

I GOT MY EAR PIERCED.

Catchy.

2009-05-16T13:34:00.001-05:00

CATCHY CATCHY CATCHY CATCHY CATCHY.

NICE. Homeless Woman WIN.

2009-05-15T03:00:00.001-05:00

TOTAL burn on Britney Spears

2009-05-14T03:21:00.002-05:00

Source: Lady-GaGa.net

Lady Gaga has vowed never to lip synch at a concert, insisting singers who perform along to recorded tracks aren’t real artists. The Just Dance hitmaker is adamant she would never mime the words to her songs, no matter how physically demanding her dance routines are.

And she believes fans deserve to hear her voice in live shows since they have already listened to her vocals on CD.

She says, “I would never even think about it (lip synching). The whole point to me is, if you’re gonna be number one, you better really be f***ing number one. If you’re gonna be on top, you better be able to do all those things, because it’s a real privilege to be able to make music everyday, and I get away with a lot.

“Andy Warhol says art is what you can get away with, and I get away with a lot with my music and my clothes, and I work really hard so I could truly be a real artist for all my fans.That’s really f***ed up when you lip-synch.”

Here's to you Liza

2009-05-14T03:20:00.000-05:00

Silly Boy

2009-05-12T15:22:00.002-05:00

This is supposedly Rihanna featuring Lady GaGa...but I can't hear either of them singing. U.U

REALLY CATCHY THOUGH!!! :D

The Banquet

2009-05-12T00:46:00.005-05:00

So, the theatre banquet was on Sunday and I went with Liza. I had a good time, but when all this reminiscing occurred, something odd came over me. I was really confused by my feelings. I felt rather unhappy that the season was all over even though I had technically missed the second semester. I did go to all the shows however. I just felt so weird.

When sitting in Riverside, I just had to think about everything that had happened since the fall. Bent, rehearsals, class, Choir, Human Nutrition, Drama, food, Bilguun, he-who-must-not-be-named (no not that one), 1st, him, 2nd, Halloween, Lunacy, costumes, Stagecraft (>.<), Theatre History, English, the Library, 515, Malibu, 5th floor, 7th floor, more Drama, Towers, the Caf, HillTop, the wrap place (no one really knows its name), Almost Maine, the Northern Lights, (FINALLY), the Green Room, leading on (most unintended), Haas, Kjer, Davies, the Bridge, The Doll House...there's SO much more.

My Point: SO MUCH HAPPENED. It all happened yesterday. It flew by. WHAT HAPPENED? Where the HELL did all that time go? SOO much wasted. SOO much used. Where...did it go? I just can't grasp how it FLEW...BY.

I still can't figure out that feeling that went through me while sitting there...STARING at that slideshow. It was SO weird. When the to-be graduates stood up, I felt...some kind of relief. I'm so confused about this feeling. I'm still SO puzzled.

I think I may continue to be puzzled for a while. If I figure it out (if ever), I'll type it out.

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2009-05-10T22:54:00.001-05:00

I don't know what this 3 minute video is REALLY about, but it's scares me...

Read Today Liza, on your last day of Class :D

2009-05-08T00:57:00.003-05:00

Loretta Young Silks by Sneaker Pimps

Got answers for everyone, endless excuses
Not habit for anyone, cos I'm trying to break your click-track heart
Seen a vision of perfect grace, airbrushed and lifeless
All contempt and aftertaste it's like I'm waiting for the scars to heal

You're so Loretta young silks, fashioning your self-escape
You're so Loretta young silks, trading on your superwaif
All style before content, using me as bait
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate

Soft focus for full appeal, pictured as flawless
No context for self-esteem, I'd be pushed to give you love on that
As far as the eye can see : too much perfection
Pure substance for wannabes, keeps you beating to a click-track heart

You're so Loretta young silks, fashioning your self-escape
You're so Loretta young silks, trading on your superwaif
All style before content, using me as bait
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate

You're so Loretta young silks, fashioning your self-escape
You're so Loretta young silks, trading on your superwaif
All style before content, using me as bait
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate

You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate
You're so Loretta young silks, swapping your love for hate

NOT COOL.

2009-05-06T00:06:00.002-05:00

From CNN Money:

"An Obama administration official confirmed Tuesday that Chrysler won't be repaying the loans, though a portion of the bridge loan may be recovered by Treasury from the assets of Chrysler Financial, the former credit arm of the automaker which is essentially going out of business as part of the reorganization."

>.<

Dumb-AssHole Cop

2009-05-05T14:40:00.002-05:00

WOW. You call 911. You're panicking so you swear a little. The officer hans up and doesn't send an ambulance...even-though your father is lying on floor...seizing. >.<

HOLY COW. SPOT ON.

2009-05-04T15:12:00.003-05:00

Trust is such a tricky little thing
True colors always show
You think just cuz ya see me on the Internet
But baby you don’t know

...Save all the drama for some other mama cuz I’m just a baby, I really don’t wanna:

Trash you